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| No.
i can't.
Not again.
Every time i think i know what is going on, i'm wrong.
the people who i thought i knew.
The people who i thought i needed.
i can't believe this is happening again.
I just want, for once in my life, to have consistency.
why can't i have what i want?
why do people continue to lie to me?
i thought i knew you.
I'm so tired of acting perfect. Why can't you see that i'm not?
please.
just let me be who i am.
i am so tired of being weak.
i want someone to tell me i am stronger than they thought.
make the numbness go away.
hiding the pain for another day just doesn't work anymore.
please, i wish someone understood.
i can't handle the pressure anymore.
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| we got back from centrifuge on saturday.
here are the highlights:
1.) our 9 hour trip was beautifully colored with fighting and the jeopardy theme
2.) we got there and my cripple friend (jake camp) had to crutch around until he could get the wheel chair
3.) Rec kills XD
4.) josh camp is the most interesting person i know.
5.) don't go looking for someone that is going to show up in 2 minutes...you'll fall down 3 flights of stairs
6.) josh camp is very VERY ticklish. and he likes the tattoos i give him.
7.) i'm a horrible artist
8.) mega relay can cause serious injury
9.) girls can come together and cry, and realize so much about each other, after some of them fighting the day before.
10.) if someone is praying and crying, you can bet someone will be right over to be the shoulder you can cry on within seconds.
11.) its east, instead of yeast (inside)
12.) 30 people have a lot to talk about on a daily basis
13.) never take a cripple to taco bell in the pouring rain.
14.) boys do scary stuff when they are alone together for a week.
15.) don't trust our "parties"
16.) adults will do anything to get out of climbing down a hill (and back up)
17.) come to meals 15 minutes early so that you don't have to wait in line
18.) most of our cliques have melted away into a family
19.) sierra leone is one of the hardest names to make a cheer for.
20.) daniel and keith on one team are unstoppable
21.) little kids at the boys and girls club are dying to be loved.
and finally
22.) never chug a 2 liter on the bus, then try to burp. ever.
thats just the highlights. there were plenty of others.
i got my schedule
1/2~AP chem and lab
3~honors gov't
4~AP lang and comp
5~anthropology (first semester)
6~MuTh
7~lunch (sorry maggie)
8~AP calc.
i'm going to die.
<3 bailey
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| AH!
this is yet another hurried post in my hectic life -.-
AP calc. ugh that summer work is very annoying.
there are six assignments, and i've only done 3.
blah.
this year for my summer reading project
i've read:
The color of water
i've yet to read (but still need to):
the great gatsby.
luckily i've finished a book and i don't have any work for ap chem.
it feels good to know i am guaranteed a teacher i've had before. yay nelson!
centrifuge is next week. i'm looking forward to that.
i think we're going to carson newman (don't quote me on that though)
while i was chilling on the internet the other night, one of the kids from my middle school imed me. it was quite a surprise since i haven't talked to him since our freshman year. and he goes to H-town.
heh. i also ran into lauren at the giant. its funny because she saw me after i got my hair cut, and it took awhile for her to recognize me.
oh well. i was going to try to make a longer post, but its w/e
wipeout is on and i like that show =)
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| not really much to update on.
i'm really not looking forward to my AP classes next year, but i'll totally pass. i know i will.
uhm. yeah. i totally thought, and expected to write more.
uhm?
oh. i really want lock and key by sarah dessen.
anyone owe me a present?
=]
7 days left of school
uhm...just a few til ms. terri has her baby
a month or so til ms. christina has her baby.
breaking dawn comes out soon.
so does brisingr
i can't think of anything else i'm looking forward to.
happy?
i am.
woo.
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| High school.
while i think we have good moments, others are down right disappointing.
We have the highs of homecoming, winning games and competitions, and the fun times of leisure classes. But what goes up must come down. We have the lows of the losses, failed classes, and the Deaths of Aly and Ryan Purvis. Not all things are as severe as the death of a friend, or a shallow as the loss of a sports game.
Now that i have gone through almost two complete years of high school i have a newfound respect for the seniors. Yes, they are leaving us for the new challenge of college, but they have also seen a lot of trial during their four simple years at Northern High.
One person i really respect is Katie Singleton. Not only has she lost a best friend, but she also has to come back to school to face the questions of everyone who needs to know the truth. No one really understood the magnitude of stress put on her. I think she is one of the strongest people i know. Even at her lowest, she is still impeccably strong.
on a happier note, i think i've realized whats going on in my classes. I don't feel like i'm floundering through every class. Luckily, i only have 37 days left (or something close to that number)
hmm.
not as long of a post as i expected.
i suppose less and less happen each day.
too bad.
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